haiku
here are my haikus written by yours truly
given life circumstances they seem to be
one of the best activities to have
i apologise for repeating words, themes, given
these are written randomly and haphazardly
given my unstable and miserable emotional
state
between 2024-2025
some days last too long
i stay with myself and do
but i forget to
back in my hometown
without serious reasons
resting for myself
i write haikus so
i can see myself fully
it is all pretend
i have many joys
yet some of them are not mine
i just carry them
i wish i could stop
crying; lying; wishing; now
but that is not me
other peoples lives
difficult to understand
yet they will make me
i wish headaches pass
but i have one now and live
so is my being
walking through old streets
reminiscing about past
my feet on the ground
the eternal love
so beautiful yet so hard
redemption comes late
for the highest form
closing eyes in the wind help
doors unopened open
nobody standing
opposed to oneself bricks come
clear waters flowing
dreams of the touches
my fingers remembering
but it is past now
one thousand days last
one million days also lasts
just have to make it
deep sleep ends with day
waking tends to be painful
have more things to do
headache headache head
headache headache headache heads
paracetamol dreams of
try to forget all
things still remain there for me
but i will manage
toothache passed quite fine
maybe other pains will pass
uncommon hopes arrive too
mend a broken heart
let go of what was for you
i understand pain
was it a mistake?
to try one's best to have things
future has answers
i still remember
all of the moments and whiles
i wish to forget
coping with life pains
enduring all that remains
hope for it to pass
who even was she?
a bunch of moments and joys.
pain only remains
i miss her a lot.
never to come back, i stay.
things will come anew.
my neck hurts a bit
thinking of the days to come
will they also change?
miss her still sadly
i am suffering the pain
tea is so bitter.
wearing my glasses
seeing clearly and frankly
i'm full of errors.
in eight square meters
whole life, being, ownership
to leave it again
tea tastes like spinach
yet i still drink it daily
where are the small towns?
dla ciebie ja pies
bez wartosci i sensu
by wykrwawic mnie!
//
me for you a dog
no value no meaning
fucking bleeding rn!
szczerosc prawdziwa
rozerwana rana w
podartym plaszczu
//
a real honesty
wound fully ripped
in torn-out coat
chcialem rozmowy
tylko tej zamiany slow
ja obecnie placze.
//
wanted a chat
just swap some words
in tears i am
komu ja udaje
to wszystko ujdzie gownem
tobie zaufac znow
//
pretending for who
it all will get fucked up
will trust you again
moje oczy sa
poddane dzielom innych.
ciagle za duzo
//
my eyes are
through others doing
uninterruptibly
world in constant hurt
find some calm for a moment
the hum of the rain
Brak pozostanie,
ja nie musze szukac ich.
Jestem sam sobie.
//
lack remains
not seeking them
there is only me
pozostac soba
nie musiec byc z innymi
co przyniesie to?
//
remaining myself
not present with others
what will that bring?
nie potrafie byc
w pelni na kogos zly
wszystko sie zmienia
//
just can't
target absolute anger
everything changes
ciagle wybaczam
i niemozliwosc oceny
to sa wybory
//
constant forgiveness
impossibility of distinction
these are choices
uciec wspomnieniom
niech przyjdzie nowy dzien tu
mam juz bardzo dosc
//
to run away from memories
let the new day come
tired of this as hell
2026
again the summer
reality drowns in sweat
cool will return too.
where does my cat run?
now i do not own a cat
conundrum emerges
the wind has not blown
i just have to stand stations
or standing at them?
front of the laptop
my entire life gets compressed
fox running outdoors
used to drink cheap tea
now i drink expensive one
for whom the enjoyment?